skin
my skin iches like a lot, sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night iching it, after a thorough scratching daily my legs end up looking like a stubbly hairy mess with spots of red here and there giving onlookers a taste of real woman...real agitated woman. I am not sure what the deal is, i try to put a crazy amount of lotion on everyday but the iching persists, its becoming a real problem, any suggests?

Other peoples skin is so different from mine, i like to feel all kind of skins, Kates is smooth and soft, it feels like heavan..i kinda wonder if she didnt shave ever if her skin would just feel like soft bunny fur, Andrews skin is malliable, its soft but i feel like a can knead at it, there are places where it is thick and there are places where it is thin but it always without fail it has this feeling like soft dough. Seans skin used to feel like a sponge, with hair, i constantly would bury my head in it, it the morning i would stretch my arm across his chest and my favorite part about waking up would be to touch his skin. Tamaras was firm but so so smooth when i squeezed her thighs and breasts i would get full handfulls of the wonderful stuff. My skin i believe is sort of rough maybe..oily kinda spikey, soft firm, something tells me my skin will remain this way for a long time even as I age.

Ahmed gave me so much wonderful music today, sometimes i enjoy sitting in my livingroom and listening to tales of bands he has played in.

Autumn stepped on the largest cockroach i have ever seen and it oozed green.

My favorite part of the day is usually coming home and relaxing, those 3 sweet hours of bliss are all i need to feel right.


here is some of life






the morning i found out my job was all changed around


my favorite skirt my favorite shoes


what i stare at allllll day


one of my favorite and least favorite places in the evening